I'm so sorry EYE, about your loss!!! But at least you have them for a long while, I, on the other hand don't know my parents, my dad died when I was 3 mos old , and my mom left me in my grand parents care ( on my Dad side), I also have no brother or sister!!
But now , I have children and grand children ,and they loved me , and me them!! And I'm all good , I can't miss what I never had?! That's what I tell my self...