Golf isn't as exciting if Tiger is not on!
That being said, My question is: When are you going to start enjoying golf again? And don't say when you start winning. You don't need the money so relax. Have some fun. I'm not saying don't practice or not to pay attention to your form or forget what your coach tells you to do. I'm saying you can be happy, content, fulfilled, etc if you never win another game. It saddens me to see such a talented and gifted person so miserable. I hope you at least see this so that you can give some thought privately to this question. Therefore, I am not judging, condemning, or expecting my question to be answered. You may not even see this post because it doesn't follow under the safe category that you would answer. It isn't even any one's business. But I have wanted to tell you this for years & I figure this is the best chance I have. When I'm not content with what I have and where I am in life, I am not a happy person and throw my own embarrassing temper tantrums.
I have been and will continue to pray for you. I am real impressed that you do alot to help under priveleged kids. If I had the money, I would send my 8 year old son to your camp in a heart beat. He loves you and golf. He loves to go out whacking, playing a 9 hole course, and has taken a few lessons. when you were winning alot we would watch you frequently on tv. Thats a feat to get my ADD son to sit for any length of time. He's not bad for an 8 year old. He can hit it about 60 yards. Golf instructor said the best thing to do at his age is to just let him whack. At miniature golf he can get a hole in 1 at least once per course and can get par on most holes.